Kindness, Not Perfection

I keep putting off writing because I want everything to be perfect. I want to sound intelligent, I want to have everything finished-product organized. But my intuition keeps saying, "Just start writing. It doesn't have to be perfect. It will come out and evolve as it goes." So here I am. I will get the store basically ready and wait until I have a job (some steady income) before I buy the domain package before I publish this site, but from then on, it can be a work in progress. It can change for the better. I'll have and be able to implement more ideas. I don't have to know it all now.

I have been on a journey of learning to be kind to myself. I discovered that I had a really downright mean internal voice that would talk to me all the time, belittling my efforts, putting me down, expecting me to be forever better than whatever I was at the moment. I have been fighting really hard to change that voice. Well, actually, I don't think that voice even came from me, I think it I learned it from my ex husband. So, better said, I have been fighting hard to make my voice louder inside and be the one that is listened to.

There is a lot more I can and will share on this but for now I am going to go and I will say I look forward to hearing how others of you have seen changes being on the same or a similar journey.

Good thoughts,

Sunshine Blue