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Can I say HOW much I hate it when I write something over the course of a couple days then the internet page has some glitch, needs to refresh, and it's gone? I can't write it again. It wouldn't be the same at all.

Sigh...So it's the next day and I will just say that the jist of what I had written was that one night I was struggling with some feelings of lonliness, pointlessness and restlessness. I decided to love and comfort myself by taking a nap on the floor in the living room with the kitties, which turned out very nice. The next morning I was praying to be able to enjoy the day because it was just beautiful out. I was looking forward to going to my new favorite metaphysical shop that afternoon and getting myself something to use in self care, which I did :) That night I was paying bills, sipping coffee, listening to alternative/heavy metal music and toying with the idea of reaching out beyond myself to a group of people I had found and being social, which is hard for me to do, having social anxiety, among other things. Basically I was sharing a little journal entry of what my days have been like.